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“exceed their ine!my dear mrben,”cried his wife,“what are you talking ofwhy,he has four or five thousand a year,and very likely more”then addressing her daughter,“oh!my dear,dear jane,i am so happy!i am sure i shan"t get a wink of sleep all nighti knew how it would bei always said it must be so,at lasti was sure you could not be so beautiful for nothing!i remember,as soon as ever i saw him,when he first came into hertfordshire last year,i thought how likely it was that you should e togetheroh!he is the handsomest young man that ever was seen!”
wickham,lydia,were all forgottenjane was beyond petition her favourite childat that moment,she cared for no otherher younger sisters soon began to make interest with her for objects of happiness which she might in future be able to dispense
mary petitioned for the use of the library at herfield;and kitty begged very hard for a few balls there every winter
bingley,from this time,was of course a daily visitor at longbourn;ing frequently before breakfast,and always remaining till after supper;unless when some barbarous neighbour,who could not be enough detested,had given him an invitation to dinner which he thought himself obliged to accept
elizabeth had now but little time for conversation with her sister;for while he was present,jane had no attention to bestow on anyone else;but she found herself considerably useful to both of them in those hours of separation that must sometimes occur in the absence of jane,he always attached himself to elizabeth, for the pleasure of talking of her; and when bingley was gone, jane constantly sought the same means of relief
“he has made me so happy,”said she,one evening,“by telling me that he was totally ignorant of my being in town last spring!i had not believed it possible”
“i suspected as much,”replied elizabeth“but how did he account for it”
“it must have been his sister"s doingthey were certainly no friends to his acquaintance with me,which i cannot wonder at, since he might have chosen so much more advantageously in many respectsbut when they see,as i trust they will,that their brother is happy with me,they will learn to be contented,and we shall be on good terms again; though we can never be what we once were to each other”
“that is the most unforgiving speech,”said elizabeth,“that i ever heard you uttergood girl!it would vex me,indeed,to see you again the dupe of miss bingley"s pretended regard”
“would you believe it, lizzy, that when he went to town last november,he really loved me,and nothing but a persuasion of my being indifferent would have prevented his ing down again!”
“he made a little mistake to be sure;but it is to the credit of his modesty”
this naturally introduced a panegyric from jane on his diffidence, and the little value he put on his own good qualitieselizabeth was pleased to find that he had not betrayed the interference of his friend;for,though jane had the most generous and forgiving heart in the world,she knew it was a circumstance which must prejudice her against him
“i am certainly the most fortunate creature that ever existed!”cried jane“oh!lizzy,why am i thus singled from my family,and blessed above them all!if i could but see you as happy!if there were but such another man for you!”
“if you were to give me forty such men, i never could be so happy as youtill i have your disposition,your goodness,i never can have your happiness no, no, let me shift for myself; and, perhaps,if i have very good luck,i may meet with another mr collins in time”
the situation of affairs in the longbourn family could not be long a secret mrs ben was privileged to whisper it to mrs phillips, and she ventured, without any permission, to do the same by all her neighbours in meryton
the bens were speedily pronounced to be the luckiest family in the world,though only a few weeks before,when lydia had first run away,they had been generally proved to be marked out for misfortune