第76章 作者有话说

    哇，说真的，眼看着这本书看的人越来越少，真是好刺激人啊。刚开始更这本书的时候明明是出于冲动来着，没有大纲没有人物小传，所以每天憋两千字都好痛苦。没想到这样的小说还有读者愿意坚持看，真的很感动。很感谢大家的鼓励和陪伴!!!

    还是那句话，我一定一定不会让这本书草草完结，虽然现在的确很挫败，但是我至少会让我原本想好的大致主线好好地收个尾。我想让成慕找出真凶，为昭慕报仇，我想写到成慕和她的爱人们幸福地在一起，像每一个温暖的童话故事那样。

    总有人把自己比喻成游戏里的npc，指望操控自己的玩家氪金，实际上，在任何一部小说里，只有觉醒的游戏npc才能收获幸福。

    希望大家认真生活，天天开心，做自己的氪金玩家。在三次元遇到不顺心的事也可以评论说哦。毕竟这里又不是小红书和微博，没有同城推荐，不怕被扒马甲。

    蠢作者明天又要去面试，所以今天暂时没有时间更新，只能明天更了。下面会贴一段英文水字数……

    i could only have one male friend but several girl friends in a period louie was my best friend in high school we are both athletes, and one day we decided to run till we drop we ran lap after lap i dropped while louie still looked fresh but given my feeling, he lied that he couldn&39;t run farther to my distress, louie got killed in vietnam several weeks after his funeral, i tried to visit his mother and told her how much i love louie however, my words sounded like lies, which made the situation embarrassing i was so sorry that i didn&39;t tell louie my love when he was alive

    sam is my best friend now, who i have known for many years a few years ago, we swam at a beach we swam quite far from the shore when we thought we had spotted a shark i swam more quickly but i was willing to swim back to save my friend at that time, i realized how much i love sam naturally, the shark was imaginary but my love for sam was real

    i was fortunate that i didn&39;t tell sam my love because there has been enough evidence to indicate that while i always told the women or girls my love as emotions were nailed down, i needn&39; t prove it they received all my uncensored emotions i knew that i must change my attitude towards my girl friends