第189章 Alesson

    s:doyouknowhowto□□ile,teacher

    theteacher□□iled,andgaveawarmeyecontacttoeachstudentoftheclass

    suddenly,thewindblewawaytheclassroom,theyfeltfresh

    t:doyouknowitnow

    s:notreally……doyoumakeitjustonfaceorbyyourheartcanyoutellmebecauseican\\\""ttell--youaresoreal

    t(silentforasecond):well,itdependsonyouwhatyouwerethinking……youcanbelieveyourself(teacher\\\""seyeslookdown,turningpages)

    s:can\\\""tyoujusttellme

    t:iamnotastraightperson,soithinktheanswerisnot

    s:why

    t:i\\\""vetoldyouso

    thencamethesilencewithteacher\\\""scough

    s:yourthroatseemsbroken,mayigiveyousomemedicine

    studentfishedoutanoldbottleofbrowntablets,andgaveitonteacher’shand

    theteacherimmediatelycan\\\""thelpcryingwhenshesawtheoldbottle

    theteachercoverherface,andwalkouttheclassroomquickly

    afewminuteslater,theteachercameback,□□iled

    t:i\\\""mnotgonnatolieandforsomereason,ididn\\\""twanttotellyouthetruthaboutmy□□ilebeforebutnowicantellilovethesummerroadsafteritrains,it□□ellslikewatermelon,andwassolovelyandfreshthewayitesoutissoflattered,i’vealwaysfeelsohappybutifsomeonedisturbme,icouldn’tfeeljustlikenow,nowiwanttobehomeandalone,andwewillneverseeagain,becausewithoutmy□□ilecoveronmyface,ican’tlivehereanylongernooffend,butthisismylastandonlyhonestgoodluck!

    threestepsoflove

    step1:

    b1:hello!ihaveyourname

    g:sowhat

    b1:iwanttoknowyou

    g:why

    b1:iloveyousomuch

    silenceforasecond

    g:doyouwantme

    b1:desperately

    g:butiamnot,andthat’sthedifference

    step2:

    g:hello!ihaveyourname

    b2:andthen

    g:iwanttoknowyou

    b2:butiamnot,soithinkyou’dbetternot

    silenceforasecond

    g:youareright

    step3:

    b1:ifyouknowyouwillabandonme,thenwhyyoubewithmebefore

    g:becauseyouarepathetic

    silenceforasecond

    b1:shouldikindlyadviseyoutoforgetme

    g:well,iwill,becauseyoutoldmesoiwillforgetyouanyway,thisismyresponsibilitytoprotectmyselfbutyourwordswasjustacceleratethisprocess--youmademedothis,soiwon’tfeelguiltytodelaythisprocess

    silence

    g:iwillcareyoueventhoughwewillnevertalktoeachotheribegyourpardon,becauseijustcouldn\\\""toverdosedmyselfbutweshouldstophere,andyouwillfindoutthetruthiswhatisaid

    b1:ifyousayonemoreword,iwilllockyouup

    butyoucan\\\""tlockmeup

    heguessshewillsayso,butshewasjustlookhimforasecond,andwalkaway

    hewasfrozen

    andhereyeswassocool,blue,asifgiveashoutcryingpeacefully:i’vetriedsomanytimes,soicouldacceptunsuccessfulresult,butmydesirewasnotsodesperately